Sorry Everyone, but today I just need to vent a little. Today is a really hard day for me. It was my last Sunday at my church. I'm one of those people who were involved with everthing and leaving today was very hard and emotional. This afternoon I'm going to a superbowl party with some of my friends from church and it will be the last time that I'm with them. Again saying good-bye is going to be hard. I've known most of these people for 10 years. I feel very fortunate that I can go and help my family, not everyone has that ability. I've been blessed to still have 3 out 4 grandparents still alive and I'm 33. However, my grandmother is not doing well (she is 86) and has hypertension of the lungs. It isn't treatable, and we know that one day she will just stop breathing becauase of this. I feel blessed to be able to spend time with her. It is just very emotional right now.
Sorry to be such a downer, but I had to vent a little because I was getting sick trying to hold it all in. I promise that tomorrow will be a more upbeat post, but for now this is where my heart is.